Looking at my past posts

After reading my few scanty posts.. i decided i would take a moment to express that my life is going so well at this point! I would have to say that at least half of the improvement is due to Clay's becoming quite wonderful with me! The other half is my own growth, mental stability, spiritual maturing (about time, huh? ) ... and these changes are at least partly due to medicine, counseling, prayers and my own self determination. YES! I am becoming more and more ME nearly every day! We all are, right?
There is still something i would like to overcome, and that is my reluctance to leave the house. What is THAT about? Yet it , I, have been like this for years now. I do not even want to go out into my own yard! Sick, huh... ?... I used the word "reluctance" because i did not want to say 'fear'... but it really is a kind of fear. Obviously still have work to do.
That said through, there is a magnificent sunset going on right now!
This is not from now but it is nearly exactly what i am seeing out the window!